Disgusted... So much frustration... Things were so much less confusing back in IJ, people were so much nicer and more genuine. So much hatred and short tempered and selfish behaviours... People can't spare a thought for others anymore, no one bothers about putting oneself in other's shoes. So why should i?? Wat's the point of kepping all tt frustrations to myself to make others feel better when they dun even care how i'd feel. Disgusting behaviours... sick people... But yeah... i wun bother about them, i know there're still people who love and care for me... and i think these people should try to think about what they're doing to hurt the people who care for them. Learn to appreciate wat u have~ Im not referring to any particular person (particularly not "someone in this class whom i went to the airport with") just tt some people really have to start to love themselves more before they can actually start loving others. Forget all those hatred cos it wun get u anywhere... Basically, be more optimistic, cos no matter wat happens... im sure there're ppl who care for u... And unless u give them a chance to, they can't help u.

Ok enuff said... I really can't help anyone if they dun help themselves. Anyways, i have a lot of helping to do for myself. Prelims are less about 2 weeks away and im far from ready~ My motivation is here one moment and gone the other... Haiz... And my bro will be going back to US tml, my dad'll be going back HK on tues... soon the hse will be as quiet as ever again. Im really gonna miss my bro this time, cos i dunno when he'll be back the next time ard. Whatever it is, i wish him all the best in his studies and life there... Im sure he'll do all of us proud... =) Love u kor~





"1. some1 from this class whom i went to the airport with and supposedly linked this blog to her blog without telling me what the fuck is her blog address. U suck. u r 1 bloody loser... fuck u... oops sorry i wont want to fuck u... u can go fuck ur that..... bitch... i HATE U

2. mr soh puey kia. i love physics... but why the fuck do i have such a teacher who tells me no need to study things in the notes?
3. mr tam the fucker computing teacher. ever since day1 of computing. i dont know what r u toking about.
4. thai ee. fucker mugger. no lifer
5. tan chun kiat. another ugly no lifer
6. cheng san chye
7. people of this class who should have siamed a long time ago if they dont want to study."

Im impressed i topped ur list, and i guess i ought to be with 3 entries from ur blog dedicated to me. Really... thanks for making me realise wat a b*tch i am. But i dun see y u'd want my blog add since i hate me so much, anything on this blog would probably make u hate me even more... So dun waste ur time really, dun waste time reading all these meaningless entries... Even more so since u've already wasted ur time studying with me. But hey, im trying my best already... haven't been going for lessons much, should make u pretty happy to have one less person to hate in class yeah. Whatever it is, It's ur opinion and i have no right to change anything.. Just wished u were a little more fair in understanding from other's point of view





"u said i was weird the last time..

y dont u look at urself u selfish bitch

i hate u

go away

fuck off

i hate u

FUCK OFF

i dont want to see u

FUCK OFF BITCH"

Comment: "that bitch is someone in his class"

Were u really referring to me? I had this slightest feeling so.... afterall, how many gals are there in 03S6B. And i really dunno wat i've done to make u hate me so much... I figured u'll probably not be able to read this but i just had to type it anyway to make myself feel better.

"before i leave ny o3s6b i would like to thank some of my wonderful classmates for giving me such a sucky 1.75 year with their weird and fucked up attitude. maybe u know who u r and i really hope that u r reading this. thanks for wasting ur time and my time at the airport and thanks for not tellin me abt what exactly happened between u and him last year. fuck off bitch i HATE U.

no comments accepted, u jus have to be in this class for a day and u know it."

Now im even more sure it's me... And there's a lot u dunno of the past, but even if u did know... u mite still hate me this much anyway, honestly i never got to understand anything abt u. But it doesn't matter anyway, just spare urself all the agony and just pretend im invisible (guess u're already doing tt). Just stop wasting ur time on hating me or anyone for tt matter, it's no point... I dunno if i should clarify things with u but i dun think it's the rite time anyway. I just read thru our chat conversations of the past.... and i still dun get it. Y do u have to be so hard to understand? I dun mean to call u weird, but perhaps we're of such different frequencies tt u appear to be weird to me. And yes, i know im selfish in many aspects, im sorry abt tt... i've been sorry to many people abt my selfishness, but i nv realised it's affected u this much. I've already tried my best not to let u see me, tried to go away.... But how can i totally avoid u when we're in the same class?! Not long before u can get out of all ur painful misery, and i wish u all the best for ur As and ur future life out of NY, out of 03S6B.





Here's a few small updates... I've added my 2004 class photo in my photos link and also check out the "Who Lives Near You?" link... it's pretty cool! Haha... interesting to know the people in your neighbourhood...





Family... why are they the people you're so closely related to and yet the people who hardly understands you. I guess we're all preoccupied with the world of our own, and we dun even notice now the other party feels. It may be an insignificant conversation and disagreement but it only makes me realise how little we understand each other. Just a moment of anguish i had to thrash my feelings somewhere... and so here i am. At least im feeling a lot better now, dun want a great start to a week to go down the drain just like that. Tml will be a better day... and Wed would be greater! Alright.. all's over and forgotten. Must never make myself feel miserable over small matters... Looking forward to a better week ahead.





** dAzzLinG fiReWorKs **

This has got to be the best weekend in a long time! It's definitely gonna keep my monday blues miles away and for some reason i can't stop smiling! Heez... dun ask me why cos i can't give u an answer other than "cos im happy" =P It's the best i can think of~ *smiling like an idiot* =X Haha... A little crazy but well, i dun care! *bleah!* Im just H-A-P-P-Y *goes boNkErs* Hahahah... Ok! i've proved my point ^^

Piggy` @ 10:28 PM
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Friday, August 06, 2004

HZ's bday at Suntec Sky Garden~

Took so long to gt these pics into my com! Haha... is was a really great Saturday~ Though at the end of it im sure everyone was tired. Had good food, had lots of fun, and had such a great time with wonderful friends~ We'd actually plan to sort of trick HZ but our plan backfired... Lol... which was quite funny but well, we got photos of her afterall~ And after meeting at Chinatown mrt, we headed to Maxwell Market for a delicious dinner! YuMmZ! Finally found the sweet potato kueh thingy tt i've been searching for since i tasted it in Cameron Highlands! Which was years and years ago... like when i was in pri sch? Finding the exact delicious one made me sooo happy! Haha... really yummy~

After all tt eating and pigging ard, we went to Suntec to take lots of pics~ but eh... somehow it turned out like there weren't tt many but they're all nice~ too bad the cam ran out of batt so soon. Somehow we din exactly do a lot tt day but it felt really good... as usual... spending time with IJ friends has always been good~ And yeah... we had a yummy dinner at Millennia Walk... Reasonably priced and tasted good, service was good too! Haha... and according to Shan, the waiter was shuai too =P erm... mayber only from the side view =X

After dinner we went to esplanade, planning to see fireworks but guess we were too late... and the place was already pack with all sorts of ppl~ Hmm... normal couples, touchy couples, not-so-normal couples, family, gangs of friends, so many so many ppl! Haha... Yeah... quite interesting to observe the ppl ard there. And tt was when we realised Eileen was a goldfish in a past life! So many pieces of evidence to prove it! Her looks, actions and even her goldfish memory! =X Hahaha... so interesting... learnt so much tt day... too bad HZ had to leave early, bet it'll be so much more fun with her ard... she's just so funny! Lol... and Yeah!! She looked great in the clothes we bought for her~ We have such good taste! Yup yup! Only then did we realise how tall she is... and how nice her legs were.... Hahaha.... *dRoOlZz* =X Heh...

That was a really fun day spent... low budget but great fun! How economical friendly~ yeah! haha... Alright, gotte upload the rest of the pics to my photo link~ I'll get it developed soon for u guys! let me know if there's any u all dun want... if not i'll just develop it all~ =P

Piggy` @ 8:17 PM
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