Sometimes i really dun understand myself... Why do i do things i totally hate? It does me no good at all, stress me out and waste my time... Am i just doing it because it is an obligation? Perhaps, but i dun see how i could possibly benefit anyone at all~ My presence wouldn't do anyone good... Maybe only waste more time for myself and others.. So why bother explaining for my absence and be so bothered by it? Guess i just dun want others to think im irresponsible... but wth~ With or without me it wouldn't make a difference... so why would they care?? I just don't see a point in all these... So why am i even bothered to type all these? To make myself better for the time being perhaps, but at the end of the day, i know i'll still be worrying and thinking about all these stupid and meaningless things... Guess it's all about doing pointless things, how many things in life have we done tt's totally pointless but we'll just do for the sake of doing? I suppose this is just one of them....





Wow~ Who'd have guess ny had such hidden talents, talentime 2004 was not bad~ BaoXin was hilarious! Over-enthusiasm! And with his extremely loud voice, everyone kept staring back... Lol~ He even made the whole LT stand when they played the rock version of NY's sch song. Haha~ got nothing to say =X

The performances were not bad lahz, some quite impressive... Ying Hsu's one was very sweet! He called back to Taiwan and left the phone on the stand while he sang his song for this gal! Really sweet lohz... And the way he sing can feel all his emotions le~ Lol... Not bad loh, got 3rd somemore~ The champion of the competition was the one who sang traditional chinese opera! Haha... so unexpected but perhaps the judges could appreciate it a lot better than i could... =P *Applaud!* The performers deserve this man~





Communication... the key to everything~





SweET 18 dEaR! Hope u enjoyed ur day! LuRrve u~
Selena - Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you

I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly





Hmm... thot it was gonna be a fun day cos it's such a slack day! Supposed to have computing, then pe and lastly GP... But pon gp again, and pe was some thinking skills thing, and needless to say, computing was just slacking...~ Went to trim my hair with li eng at amk during GP =P Not much of a difference but at least i feel neater... haha... After tt went to Bugis for lunch and caught the movie Torque... Somehow it wasn't such a great day lahz, but alright i guess.... Maybe too slack le, supposed to get econs done by tml, but haven't do yet... die le... Hannis sure very unhappy with me le, can tell he very moody lately... Have to at least try to do a bit later... Haiz... Look forward to tml ba... Always remember that tml will be a better day! Though i have training......





Didn't go to sch today... Still itching all over my legs~ =S Think it's cos of the sun, ah~ Face peeling too~ Went to see the doc this morning and thot of going back to sch after tt... but the doc gave me one day mc and no pe for 1 week cos of my cough, so i mite as well stay home and get more rest... Missed so many lectures and lessons in one day, kinda worrying and missed training too... haiz... Must make it up for the rest of this week le...

Hmm... Somehow time seem to pass more quickly when in sch, guess it's liddat when u have friends ard and a lot of things to do. Always seem to have not enuff time for myself... and today i suddenly have so much of it~ Haha... it's a good change for once, got some stuff done and looking forward to sch again tml~ (cos it's gonns be a very slack day!) =X Heez..





晴天
故事的小黄花 从出生那年就飘着 童年的荡秋千 随记忆一直晃到现在 ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ 吹着前奏望着天空我想起花瓣试着掉落 为你翘课的那一天 花落的那一天 教室的那一间 我怎么看不见 消失的下雨天 我好想再淋一遍 没想到失去的勇气我还留着 好想再问一遍 你会等待还是离开 刮风这天 我试过握着你手 但偏偏 雨渐渐 大到我看你不见 还要多久 我才能在你身边 等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点 从前从前 有个人爱你很久 但偏偏 雨渐渐 把距离吹得好远 好不容易 又能再多爱一天 但故事的最后你好像说了拜拜
Wat a lovely song~ Loved it since the first time i heard it... but now, it means so much more to me... Bring lots of memories back and feel very gan dong everytime i listen to this... Qing Tian...





Omg~ Such an incredible day! Haha... words really aren't good enuff to describe it... But it started off quite bad... imagine getting bitten by a dog while running to pick up a vball, bitten twice some more! One on each leg.... So suay... But it's alright... 400 "stars" made up for my whole day... even the whole week or month! Haha... Im so amazed i hardly know wat to type... Lol... just wanna thank all who made it possible, really very very grateful for all the time and effort put into this... such a great surprise! Oh yeah, happy valentine's day to all!





Was out with jb just now... Though we were not out for very long but it was good to spend time with her. Hmm... but she seemed to have a lot in mind, just not her crazy self =P cheer up k! Dun think too much le, just do or best in ur studies~ Jia you! And Eileen... dun think too much too... get more rest and think happy thoughts!

Heh... really broke today le... tml liend and xiang ru's bday, haiz... 2 siao char bors~ dunno how, nv get them presents... Haha... nvm! will think of something de! Something tt's economically friendly though... too many things happening in Feb. Lol... Remember how lieng stressed baoxin with her bday, really wonder wat will happen tml... think she'll really go crazy! Hope for the best tml.... and pray tt no more monday blues... =P





Having computing lecture by an outside instructor... *BOrED!* Hardly paying attention and got lost along the way, so decided tt updating my blog would be a better idea.. =P Haha... omg~ he's really toking to himself... Ok, at least he's nice enuff to go on with lect knowing tt only a few are listening... Have to go home to figure out how to do this later.

Oh well, new template and new tagboard~ What do u all think?? =D But the color of the font is a little difficult to see though, will have to improve on it... Oh yeah, suddenly thot of training later... Haiz... *tired...* Been having headache and i suspect it's cos i got hit by the medicine ball tt day during training! Might be some concussion or something, who knows.... =S

It's 1040 and still 1hr 20mins to go! About time to start clearing my mailbox... flooded! Haha... Gotta change my bad habit of updating and surfing net during computing le...





...moNdaY BluesSss...
Monday blues on a public holiday... wat's wrong with me?! Lol... guess it's the thot of the upcoming week of tests (tt i haven't prepared for..) and trainings (tt start tml~).. Haiz... Its gonna be a long day tml with only one 1/2hr break, sch ends at 440 and training immediately after that... wonder how im gonna survive... We'll just have to find out tml =S At least this long break gave me the time to catch up with my slp, it's the only thing i can be thankful for right now. Just hope it'll not be as bad as i think...