2 consecutive days of training and im already finding it stressful... Tml's the start of A division and NY vs MI happen to be the first match of the whole tournament~ seeing the performance of the team the past 2 days... it's rather worrying, but pray hard for tml and hope for the best! I guess under this stress everyone will work harder and try to make less mistakes *cross fingers* Next week's training is another 2 consecutive days... and there goes my weekend again, really dunno where to find the time to catch up with my work... thot i could finish my lagging tutorials during the break after my block tests, guess not... And tml's oso the start of the Computing A levels assignment~ Heard that it's gonna be solidworks which is a huge relief for me since i haven't got time to master access... Really praying hard for tml! And i just saw the stars, for a long time now... i can actually see quite a few, the sky is clearer tonite than the past week or so. It's a good sign~ at least i can make many wishing for tonite and pray for the best tml! Haha... Wish me and the team luck! =)





Went out with yp today! Planned to go to Chinatown but cos of the rain, we ended up in town~ Which wasn't too bad... Haha... Set out to have so many things done but in the end i think we more or less spent most of the time talking =P (xu xu jiu~) Haha... Enjoyed myself... It's been a long time since we last went out... Let me list out the unsuccessful plans we made before going out =P
- look for my hp/digicam
- buy yp's friend's bday present
- go Chinatown see see look look
- check out the towels for my cousin
- get earring hooks for yp to make earrings

Haha... None of the above was accomplished, but nevertheless... we did look around for some stuff, but i guess ps and hereen dun have the things we were looking for, and also we were short of cash =X Heh... BuT! Very happy fo have finally taken neoprints with yp! We've been planning to take for so long and we finally got it~ Although they're not the nicest pics taken, but i think it was fun! Lol... Had a good time, especially being able to talk abt so much stuff and relax after all the block test.

[To my dearest]
I know i promised u to slp by 1am and it's now past my bedtime =P but im typing this entry cos i read an entry in ur diary saying tt i din mention u in a lot of my entries cos i was shy/scared (Can't remember which =P) so now im mentioning~ heez... enjoyed my time with u too... really... although we only spent a little time together, it really put a smile to my face. It has been a taxing week with all the tests... good time to relax =) And thanks for passing me ur diary today... really touched by it, ur efforts to make me happy have succeeded so many countless times... Really too *gan dong* for words... Just feel very xing fu to have u... Think im gonna have to slp with ur diary tonite =P will keep it safe in my arms before returning it to u.... Hope u'll have sweet dreams tonite..
>>--(`Berenice Loves JinChao´)--->





End of the first block test of this year! *YaY!* Haha.... Wat a reflief after physics paper today... tough i was really disappointed by my phy and maths (was hoping to do better), it was really a reflief~ But not much of a celebration after that though, lol... just went for lunch with my classmates who'd planned to watch movie but knowing them, it was no surprise everyone went back straight after lunch at J8 Macs =þ Oh well, it's a good thing for me anyway, pretty short of cash lately... tt reminds me, my mom hasn't been giving me my pocket money for the past few weeks~ Gotta survive on my savings (Not much of that though =þ) Haha... But it's alright, a good way to stop me from spending too. Din stay too long at J8 and knocked out straight after reaching home... Haha... Had a good LONG slp! Been home alone for the past few days and slp has became my best company during those lonely days... My grandma is staying with my aunt and my mom doesn't come home still nite time and still she'd rather drop by my aunt's place instead of coming home... My hse's getting more and more quiet these days... Not exactly complaining though =X Lol... Anyway, i've been losing slp the past few nites, guess im still not used to slping too early... gotta lay in bed until 1+hrs later before being able to fall aslp... Hope tonite will be better~ but no sch for the next 2 days so i guess it isn't much of a prob... Well well... pretty boring day i must say, considering it's the end of my block test and i have 4 days break before the proper start of a brand new term... Time to really buck up! Gotta learn to quit all my lazy habits... Heh... But really need to slack a bit now =þ





Good Luck!
To all who're gonna have tests next week~ Jia you!





Hopeless~ Just hopeless... Can't do access, can't do computing! Time's running out.... Com assignment 2 is coming so so soon! HELP~! Wat am i gonna do... haven't studied for block tests next week too... only 2 more days. Gotta get over computing for now and concentrate on maths and phy i guess... Tml shall be a better day, i hope~ my hse is not conducive enuff a place to get things done... Just gotta find a way out of things... Hope for the best





Whoah~! Im soooo full! Wanna pengz liao! Haha... accompany jih mei eat until really cannot tahan =P Haiz... wat to do... she was really very upset today. Her way of over coming depression (which is quite scary)... Hopefully she'll feel better and stop eating so much le! otherwise i dunno wat's gonna happen. But after eating i think she oso feel a little better, at least got to see her talk and luff as usual. Never seen her so upset before... and worse still, nv seen her eat so much! Nv before!! Really scary.... tt's y must pei her until she eat shuang~ Heh... Really hope she's better now ba... So late le, eat so much after training somemore, can die~~~ But... kai xin jiu hao~ Dun need to worry so much le...






How adorable.. Look so ke lian... Heh.. Really make u wanna cuddle it~ so ke ai!





爱情证书 (孙燕姿)
寂寞当然有一点 你不在我身边 总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷 测量相爱的誓言 最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学 学沟通的语言 学着谅解 学着不流泪
等到我们学会飞 飞越黑夜 和考验 日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦 来交换多一点点的幸福 就算
幸福 还有一段路 等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书 证明 从此 不孤独

Can't find this song to put on my blog... Oh well.... It's getting late now, gotta get some slp~ Good nitez...





Was too tired to update yesterday... But had quit a lot to type... Ok, i'll start off with pjc's talent nite~ WhoOhHoO~! Wat can i say? Haha... Totally different culture from ny, but really enjoyable~ Though mh and i only went in after the interval (cos i was late... =P) But!! i had a valid reason! Haha.. Anyways, stil managed to see ben's band perform, Thunderstruck!! Haha... all of them are very talented people, but it was a pity the vocals was over powering the background music... nevertheless, i still thiink it was a great performance~ and there was a group of Thunderstruck fanclub sitting ard us! Haha... Chose the right place =P The other bands and groups were really good too, the audience was just enjoying every minute of it! Haha... Other than Baoxin trying to make the audience enthu, NY's talentime was very different from PJ's talent nite~ Oh yeah, i must say their mc was good too... not tt ours weren't =P Lol... And their VP... erm... kinda lame =X Hahahah... Mh was a very good company the whole nite~ Kept luffing at her funny comments! Haha... Irritated Eileen like crazy over the phone! Though she said she was suffering, i think she enjoyed at least a bit lahz =X Hahah... Really had a good time!

Considering i was pretty upset the past week, yesterday was really the best day of the week~ Other than the talent nite, I really had a huge load taken off my chest... Thanks =) Really... it's very impt to comunicate, just tt i my feelings was a little mixed up to say much. But i was truely happy~ =D An enjoyable friday... and here comes a hopefully enjoyable saturday =P Oh well... gonna have training later but i think it wun be such a bad thing, i enjoyed the last training anyways... just hope things will get better between all of us...






Haha... finally got my class photos! Taken soooo long ago! It was last year's 2nd blood donation drive~


Nice formation eh? Think it looks better than the formal one... =P But some people... Hmm... really dunno wat they trying to do... Hmmm....


This one's even cooler! Look at everyone's stupid actions! Haha.... this was a candid shot my the photographic society, such a waste of film! =X Lol... And look at me dao-ing the camera! Cool eh?? Hahaha... Dunno wat in the world was i doing





Darn.... Din save my post before signing out, gotta retype now... Just my luck..

Anyways, finally back in sch! And i must say i'd spent it rather fruitfully. Skipped mental skills training today to do my tutorial and stayed back after sch to complete it and studied a bit, gotta thank the rain from preventing me from going home =P Though rather satisfied with the way i spent my time today, it just didn't seem like such a great day... Saw many IJ gals using the track today, reminded my of how much i miss IJ~ It's really been a long time.... It never seemed tt stressful with the great teachers and, of cos, friends tt i spend pactically everyday with! The whole environment is different... IJ really is one big family tt i will miss forever... IJ rox~

It's really saddening how u'll only miss something this much after losing it... Cherish every second now, the people around u and the whole environment.... I know one day im gonna miss it all too... though right now it may not the be best time of my life, it brings back memories, good or bad.... So yeah... Nv take things for granted~





The longest weekend ever... 2 days mc cos of my cough and diarrhea. Still dunno wat caused the diarrhea but it sure did come at the right time, if not for tt, i wouldn't have gone to see the doc and my cough would probably lead to asmatha (according to the doctor) Haha... at least im feeling lot better now and for a long long time, no more phlegm stuck in my throat~ such an awful feeling... Now tt im feeling better, i've LOTS of catching up to do... miss sch for 2 days, so much to do! Haiz... dunno y lately i've been falling sick so frequently, dun see it happening in IJ... Looks like im getting weaker by the day. Going back to sch tml~ Im actually looking forward to it! Haha... probably cos it's a very slack day, but nevertheless, being stuck home isn't such a great feeling anyway..





Intention + Action = Results
This was wat we learnt during ct period yesterday~ Haha... And it actually works... Even the mental skills learnt during PE to say "STOP!" in ur mind drifts away and get distracted... Lol... I tried it during training last nite and it actually help clear my mind a little.. Heh... Not bad eh? Also, the other skill to think of positive thought in ur mind of something u have control of~ Whoah... it all did help to a little extent... Lol... Kept thinking to myself to 站稳 while setting and i could deliver a better set~ Heh~ should really try it some time =P Rite after the talk of stress management (though i din pay much attention) i understood wat i should be doing when i get to class... and tt's to have the intention to learn something from every lesson even before entering the classroom. Tt way, i'll actually out in more effort to pay attention and learn something! Yesterday's GP lesson was possibly my first GP lesson i listened so attentively and oso thought it ended rather quickly! Omg, it's really amazing! Haha... Considering how much i dislike my GP teacher, i must say the above equation is really incredable! Lol... But of cos, tt's provided i will maintain and work hard... Time to buck up!





Such a borrring day! Wasted my slping time attending useless lessons today.... Haiz... Can't believe im back so early today, should be studying for maths now but really not in the mood to, guess i'll start after this... Was really motivated to do well in this coming test the past few days... until now... Just not in the mood to anymore. Feel like im getting more and more moody and it sux... I'll just have to learn to motivate myself more and study hard~ can't afford to slack anymore... Well, all the best to all having major exams this year~ Jia you!

Oh yeah... They played the mtv to this song during GP lect today.. cool eh? really nice song~ Where is the love?





Such a nice and meaningful song~ Where is the love?? =P

Black Eye Peas - Where Is The Love
what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the drama
overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only got love for your own ways
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really gone
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
with this world that we livin in, people keep on givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
..
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
now ask yourself

where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
now sing with me ya'll (one love one love)
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
and something's wrong with it
something's wrong with it
something's wrong with the w-w-world
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)