Your soul is OPTIMISTIC. You tent to look to the
brighter side of things, and your positive
outlook on life makes others happy. People love
your open, unassuming nature and your innocent
belief in good for you, the grass on your side
of the fence is always greener. You are rarely,
if ever, pessimistic or doubtful, and you try
your hardest to make life the best it can be,
for yourself and others. You are a joyful and
radiant soul.


Hrm... Not everything though, especially exam matters... =X





Tml's the start of common tests and i haven't even completed revision for a single subject! Im such a goner... My motivation is completely gone~ Not tt i had much to begin with, but now it's like i can't even study at home... Something must be done abt it... only a few more months and it's A levels... Scary thought... Perhaps it's the holiday mood sinking in too much, cannot have this mentality anymore~ Must mug! Haiz... okok... Only abt a week and common tests are over! Jia you ba everyone~

*I feel so dead...*

One exam after another... tests tests and more tests... Come to think of it, it's really wat u want in life tt matters. Focus and anything can be achieved~ Yes... tt's the word... FOCUS. Tt's something i'll have to do at least for the next week~ After tt, it's all abt being consistent and not loose momentum. I really admire those scholars tt are able to have so much concentration and be able to do wat they set their minds to... Even sportsman are just amazing people. No more lagging behind! Even now as i am typing this, i dun feel the motivation to really do wat i have set to do... This is bad... Ok, watever it is, this is totally not the time to give up~ After so many years of studying... im already almost at the end of it, should all the more be motivated to strive on! Ok! This must be really late but it's better than nothing~ Time to mug!

*I miss IJ*





My god... i look like a red lobster now! Haha... Only one day at Sentosa and im burnt like anything~ Think im giving out so much heat i can probably fry an egg over my face or even shoulders! Lol... Exothermic reaction~ Looks like i haven't quite forgotten everything abt chem =P

It was a rather enjoyable day i must say, pretty successful for a 03S6B class outing~ Heh... though only 6 ppl from our class turned up, plus one friend of friend =P 7 of us spent the whole day at Palawan Beach. Played beach vball under the scorching sun for a few mins and i could feel the heat penetrating through my skin and absorbing every trace of moiture in my body! Whoah... really can't describe how terribly hot it was, but nevertheless we still played like nobody's business! Haha... Since SOME ppl were late =P we ended up not being able to play at Siloso Beach where the sand is much nicer, but Palawan isn't tt bad anyways. Started playing at about 1pm i think... and had a good break at 2+pm. We headed down to 7-11 to get a cup of slurpee~ i never thought slurpee could ever taste tt good! It was really heaven! So many ppl were buying tt the slurpee machine couldn't freeze the drink fast enuff~ Lol... had to leave it alone for some time before being able to use it. Think the sun must've drained everyone out but we ended up heading back to the court for another round of beach vball~ But this time the guys "qie" another grp of guys... pretty interesting 4-on-4 match with all those strange moves. Lol... =X

Abt 4pm We finally stopped and they went to play in the water, but i din wanna get myself wet for certain reasons =X So i just sat there, listen to music, and watch the ppl ard~ Must've been the most boring part of the day but it felt good to be at the beach. abt 530pm we went to shower and it felt soooo good! cold water splashing on sunburned skin~ Whoah... really felt like staying in there for hours. Now im just dreading the peeling of skin... Well, tt was pretty much my day at Sentosa, though nothing much but it was reallyquite something for a class outing~ For once it wasn't tt pathetic anymore =X Oh yeah, forgot to mention tt i met JM at Habourfront MRT... Such a coincidence~ Talked a lot of crap with her while waiting for the rest.. Haha...

Hmm... This week is passing real quickly! Did quite a lot of everything except studying~ Gosh... when am i gonna buck up! only 1 week to go! 0.0 Haiz... Gonna have to study tml man! Must must must!

Slacked my Monday away, spent my happiest Tuesday ever visiting quite a few places~ Lol... Went for morning jog at abt 7am, then watched Shrek 2 at PS at 955am... Quite a funny show, the donkey and puss in boots were damn cute! Haha... Then headed down to Ikea to buy dustin! =X Haha... and after lunch decided to go to Science Centre (After much much considerations)~ Been such a long time since i've been there and there's really quite a lot to see! Not enuff time to explore the whole place before it closed~ Then went outside chinese garden to see a windmill! =X Lol... Wat to do... Entrance fee so ex, really daylight robbery~ Finally decided to go marina square for dinner... Only to discover, after much walking, tt the place was closed for renovation! Haha... Ended up at Suntec Pizzahut~ ate so much i could feel my energy level suddenly shooting up by so much! Hahah... it was a good dinner to end a wonderful day~ It just felt good to spend such a carefree day with so much done! =D Then came Wednesday where i spent with my cousins, played badminton then bball then xbox! WhooHoO! HAha... It was cool, have't played with them for so long~ And they're even better than before! Finally... Thursday... Woke up early to jog again, then spent the whole day at AMK lib with EK and SP and my little cousin~ Hui Juan! Lol... tried to do as much maths as possible and i must say i definitely did more than i would if i stayed home~ Made me feel better abt going for the class outing today.

*Ouch ouch ouch~* Think with this kinda weather sunblock it really a necessity! Learnt my lesson this time... but stil, dun quite like to use it =X Heez... Well, only a price to pay on my part~ Oh yeah... This Sunday is Father's Day! Bought a license plate thingy with the words "World's Greatest Dad" Heez... think it's cute... and made a "all day golfing" voucher =X Gonna have to do a little more decorations on it... the license plate itself wasn't as cheap as i thought it would be... so think tt'll be all for the gifts =P Well... Happy Papa's Day to all Dad's out there~!






You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. Your beauty is inspiring and
magical.

Hmm... Really? 0.o





Tonite's sky is filled with stars once again, but as lovely as they may be... it can nv beat seeing a shooting star! And tt's exactly wat happened tonite... it happened in a split second and i almost forgot to make a wish! Heez... Thanks for reminding me, and i hope u did make one too =) This is the first time we saw a shooting star together, so i shall add it to my collection of 400 twinkling stars in my heart =P So now... it's 401~

How often can one actually see a shooting star? To some it's once in a lifetime, others dun even get to see it... I guess im just extremely lucky, within the last one and a half years i've already seen 3~ All with 03S10 classmates... Heh... Guess u ppl are just my lucky stars! Let's just hope there'll be more to come =P i have yet to see a meteor shower... bet tt'll be quite a sight =) For now, im just satisfied with having seen those shooting stars and having so many little twinkling miracles to accompany me through the nite~ Sweet dreams tonite =)





Oh yeah... forgot to mention tt i went to watch Harry Potter with my cousins on monday~ Tt was quite fun too! Long time since we all went out together... abt 8 of us i think. It was to celebrate Hui Juan's bday so Chistine and i bought her a gift~ =) And could tell she liked it, at least it'll be useful for her... The show was not bad and i actually felt it wasn't tt long, thot there was more even after it ended =X Haha... And we went for dinner at PS food court (reminded me of the grilled chicken set =X) Haha.. But we were all very full after eating popcorn and nachos~ So 3 of us shared a bowl of shredded chicken ramen... It was quite good~ Yeah... so tt completes the happenings of this week =P Really a roller coater full of emotions this week... Even the weather had so many ups and downs~





Was back from Niki's chalet yesterday, but wasn't feeling too well. Felt kinda out of breath and had quite a bad rash tt made my butt and thighs look extra big and red! Lol.. quite gross, but it's a lot better now =P Cos of all these, i missed the steamboat with the gang! Haiz... i actually came home early from the chalet and prepared to leave the hse but realised i wouldn't be able to get there if i dun get enuff rest... And so yeah, msged mh and went to lie in bed instead.. Was kinda looking forward to meeting them for this steamboat but yeah, not a good timing. But im sure they had fun anyways! And thanks u all for ur msges of concern =) Really made me smile~ Im feeling a lot better now...

Went for Niki's chalet at Aranda Country Club on Wednesday, reached there kinda late cos of some communication problems between LiEng and Niki... Haha... He supposedly invited the whole class but only 5 of us were there, how pathetic... but it wasn't too bad, he had his pri sch friend there as well, just tt we weren't too familiar with them and had quite a hard time getting along. Haha... But they're nice ppl, they tried quite hard to talk to us but we din really respond... made them quite dulan with us =X Haha... But we're all shy ppl lahz, and different frequency with them.. Lol.. So cannot blame. We tried playing some games together, like muderer (which they gave up learning =P) and heart attack tt left some of their hands very very red =X Heh... after tt we went down for bbq, which turned out to be quite a disappointment. They claimed to be pro at starting fire, but in the end Niki's dad had to help out =P and took quite some time to finally start bbqing. Din really eat much until it was 9+ and the few of us decided to go chiong instead. Lieng, jas and me... and the only guy HK~ Took a train down to orchard to go ChinaBlack, but it was sooo crowded~ Very long queue... so we took a cab and headed to Zouk instead. Ladies nite so the 3 of us din have to pay =P And yeah, went there mainly just to get a feel of wat it's like since we've not been clubbing before (only jas is the experienced one =P) It was very dark in there, and music was blasting loud! Got there abt 10+ and hung ard until 11+ before we bought our first drink~ Cos there was 1 for 1 offer =X Heh... Had tequila which was a very small glass but alcohol content was very strong (at least it is for me) after drinking could feel my body feeling very warm despite the air con... then we went to the dance floor and yeah got into the music... Except HK din move at all and wanted to leave at 1130. So the 3 of us just danced a while before getting another drink, this time was vodka lime for me and it tasted a whole lot better. After tt we danced for another like 3 hrs, really very tiring! Lol... But everyone in there were so high, no one really cares if u could dance or not, just move and have fun~ Or perhaps it was just too dark to see =P It was really packed on the dance floor and we hardly had space to ourselves~ Heh... but it was fun... pushing ppl ard while they qush u back, whether intentionally or not. And i think everyone got so high tt some crazy grp of ppl started throwing fists at each other~ But they were pulled out and everyone recovered and went back to dancing... Haha.. It was quite funny really, I kept luffing and Lieng~ She kept doing funny things... it was really an experience.. Time flew and we left at 230, and took a cab back to pasir ris~ We were all dead tired and aching all over by then! Haha... but oso hungry at the same time... went back showered and ate cup noodles! It really tasted good at tt time cos the air con in the chalet was damn cold and eating hot cup noodles was really heaven~ Ate and watched tv and before we know, it was almost 5am... By then we were really slpy enuff to go to bed... Slpt till 10am and hung ard the chalet playing card games and PS... until abt 2 before coming home.

Really din spend much time at the chalet, not even one full day there~ and din really use their facilities... But it was enjoyable anyways! Think with Lieng and her cold jokes ard, it'll wun be boring where ever we are =P Yup... Tt's pretty much the happenings of this week, shall update next week cos i foresee more happenings next week! =P





Y are parents like tt... They wan the best for us but sometimes they've gotta understand wat we do isn't always bad for ourself. Dun they understand tt we do things for our own good as well, y would we wanna destroy our own lives?? So they're more experienced than us, but tt doesn't mean we're not old enuff to think for ourselves~ I'm 18... Am i still not old enough to decide wat's good for myself? Wat good would it do if i were to follow every word they say and not have a mind of my own... Would tt ensure me a great future? Sometimes wat they want us to do is wat they dun get to see us do. So if we end up doing things they dun like to see us do they'll just think the worst of it... So wat's the problem here? Lack of communication? Perhaps... but i seriously dun have the energy to talk abt anything to them. Anyways, i know they're saying things for my own good, and i should be accepting everything... afterall they're the ones who brought me up to who i am today. I just wish they'd understand me more and allow me to live my life just the way i want to... And just be assured tt watever i do is not to ruin myself, believe in me.

Hmm... Just something i felt like typing to make myself feel better. Well, should start updating abt this week.

Monday
Woke up at 6am to go jogging~ Yup... Our keep fit plan yeah? =P Jogged about 2.5km at a pace probably faster than my nafa test, but it was a better place than the sch track, so tt must be the reason... or maybe... Oh well =X Haha.. It was a good way to start the day and keep energised. After tt came home to shower and have breakfast before going out to study~ Wasn't too eventful i must say, only tried to do crv for god knows how many hours... had a lunch break and went back to studying... until abt 2+ (which is normal dismissal time) Then spent the rest of my day resting and relaxing =P

Tuesday
Had maths lect in the morning but wasn't informed tt it started 20 mins earlier than the stated time... Missed part of the last example of poisson distribution -.- Oh well... din get much done during the lect cos wuite a lot of time was wasted... and after maths lect i went to amk central to find my printer ink but only realised it was too early when i got there. In the end just took a bus back home and din go for gp. Heh... lazed ard for a while then went for lunch at amk central again! Haha... after tt then managed to get my printer ink =D The rest of the day was pretty slck once again...

Wednesday
Today's Vesak Day public holiday, woke up early again to jog... But later than Monday. And somehow i felt more tired physically. This time did proper stretching before jogging =P and jogged for abt another 2.5km. Felt more tired than monday but maybe i run faster this time, i dunno.. Haha... But after tt din really feel very energised but at least a short nap did replenish my energy quite a bit. Yeah... slacking day again... But had a good lunch =P *yUmmY!* Haha... And played The Sims! Been such a long time since i last played it, and this has to be the most enjoyable time~ Lol... Next 2 days will be going to sch, so dun think i'll be keeping fit much, but will carry on for the whole hols! It's gonna be a great hols tt i'll keep the good habit of getting up early~ This at least im proud of =P