Just learnt how to make fruit tarts today! haha... cool eh~ =P Back to blog again because of the beautiful sky tonite.... It's really clear and full of little twinkling stars! It's always a remedy to a bad day =P Yeah... i was just saying how stars are little miracles in the sky... so to everyone out there, no matter how u're feeling rite now... just take a look at the clear sky and be reminded that little miracles still exsist when the clouds are gone... no matter how small the miracle is, it must always be cherished~

**starry nite**





It feels g-r-e-a-t after a lonnggg slp! Haha... was really tired yesterday, probably an accumulation of tiredness of the whole week. Anyways, had my last training yesterday, which i must say wasn't tt good but afterall it's something i know i'll miss, the people especially... coach, mr tam, and of cos the team~ Brenda bought each of us J2s a notebook each... it was very sweet of her~ We actually had training from 3pm - 10pm! Haha... insane... the plan was actually to start training at 3 and end early, but since it was the last training, most of them din wanna leave early at all. Tml's our big day, playing for 3rd/4th positions against hcjc. All the way NY~ 3-0! Haha...

I should actually be doing all my work im lagging in, but i have no idea where to start... Just feel absolutely lost if all my tutorials. And the weather's so hot once again! yesterday was so cooling and i thot it would last... but guess not, the sun's out full force! Lol... It really feels like an oven at home! Just something now so good abt the ventilation here... Oh well, already quite used to it anyways =P Ok, tml shall be a great day!





One of the most mentally tiring week... Haven't had enuff slp i suppose, always feeling so tired. But today was a rescue to my whole week... I now know there're so many ppl who genuinely care for me and i really appreciate it~ Millions and millions of complaints and emotions have been stuffing up my mind... and i finally was able to relax and let go.

Tml shall be my last official vball training. It's funny how much i've been looking forward to this day but yet somehow inside me i feel like im gonna miss it~ strange but true.... We've come a long way to get into the semis, and im extremely proud of the team. Though everyone broke down after the match yesterday against sajc... I still think they've done well. Really proud to have been in a team so incomplete (not enuff players for specific positions) and yet so determined to do well. There were many times i really hated having to face the troubles present within the team, but i suppose after all these ups and downs... we've somehow bonded. Perhaps we'll nv end up as bestest friends, but the fact tt i feel like im gonna miss training with them shows tt the times we shared (good or bad) meant something to me. I dunno how the rest are feeling right now, but i've been thinking quite a fair bit, and i really do hope they're all feeling better now...

The guys team won hcjc in the semis, congrats to them! And jia you all the way~ Must strive for champs this yr! =) They were really sweet after knowing we lost... a sudden change in attitudes made me feel a little unused to it.. haha... but nevertheless, their efforts were appreciated, thanks guys~ They actually waited at the humid bus stop for us for quite a long while without complaining... Haha... tt was really a first =þ And they were so polite to let us choose a place to eat and without any complaints again abt how long we took to decide on something so simple. They really let us decide for everything and nv once complained abt it... Haha... but somehow i wasn't quite in the mood to go out anyways. Oh yeah, and the announcement today, made by the guys to encourage us for the next match against hcjc to fight for 3rd placing, was a sweet gesture too... After hearing the announcement i just couldn't help but recall how the gals broke down yesterday and nearly teared in the hall. Was truely touched somewhere deep inside...

A little too tired to think of wat else to type, but just wanna say thanks to all who were so nice to me today... and thanks for ur concern~ Can't help but feel so fortunate =) Gonna enjoy training tml for the last time! And pray hard for monday's final match... Jia you everyone~ Just one final step to complete the beautiful race...





I have just lived my worst day ever...

Training today was just a wrong wrong thing to begin with. There was so much better stuff i could've been doing instead. Despite coach's and Mr Tam's continual discouragement to have a short training today (And i really mean short... like 1hr?!), the team just insisted on it. I suppose if it'll do them good for tml's crutial match, i shouldn't be complaining but i can't help it... it's really way over my tolerance level today.

Nothing went right for me today, first i woke up late and suffered from lack of slp the whole day... then i thought i could get some slp before training in the evening, but no! I had to rush home to get my stuff and meet jm to accompany her to J8 to buy hair clip -.- But tt isn't so bad, just found it a waste of my precious slping time. Then i thought we could've gone to Spans to slack ard before training starts, but no again! Met up with ber and my senior to watch them eat lunch -.-" Ok, so tt's all over and we can finally go to Spans for training... 1hr dragged on... which was expected so i shan't be complaining. But the stupid thing was tt they kept saying they wanna talk abt the team, and in the end they wasted all the time talking abt useless stuff and watched the guys play instead... 6+ training ended and it dragged on until 8+ before they decided it's time to shower. And despite the fact tt i repeatedly said i wanna go off first cos im not having dinner with them, they made me stay behind to walk out with them... and since im all so used to that i did it... wait and wait and wait.... i really wanted to get home to rest, but they simply DUN understand~ But i thot nvm, i'll just walk out with them and can finally take a bus HOME! But once again, NO! made me stay with them for dinner, may i repeat... im supposed to have dinner at home! Darn it... it really drove me crazy and i was so tempted to just raise my voice and walk off, but for the sake of not creating anymore probs the team is already facing, i tolerated... BUt inside i was feeling damn lousy... And so, as usual... they insisted and insisted until the guys who refused to have dinner gave up and came along. How selfish can this be?! Y does letting ppl like us go home be so difficult?? I seriously dun understand, and nv will.... And so again, i waited like a damn fool when everyone's eating -.-""" Next, they had another comflict abt taking cab. Come on! If u wanna take just take, wat's so difficult abt that... I din wanna take cos i had straight bus home from tpy and it makes no sense for me to be wasting unnecessary money like that~ And they dun want me to take alone... i guess thay dun want me to feel left out, but they dun realise it's only making things worse... Well, jm had her reason cos she felt bad for making me wait until so late and just let me take a bus back... so she decided to take bus with me... but the rest were just super indecisive~ It was really driving me nuts, but i had to pretend nothing was wrong, wth! now the next prob comes... they wanna skip lessons tml to have breakfast at macs, i dun wanna skip anymore of my lects cos i;ve already been lagging so much due to the competitions~ but again!!!!! they would like it better we we stayed or went as a team... y the hell are they making things so difficult for everyone and themselves?! Watever it is, im staying for lecture and tt's tt... i would rather be in the LT not paying attention, than at macs having to go thru all these crap again~

Think abt it... i thot i could be home early for dinner for once after training... but now it's 11+ and i just got home not long ago, wat diff does it make from normal trainings?! WASTE OF TIME! And now, i have absolutely no mood for dinner... it's a horrible day and the only reason for me to "REN!" is for the sake of semi-finals against SAJC tml, we're all hoping for the best right now, and i dun wanna spoil it for everyone... it's really the very least i could be doing at all... All i need now is slp, and before that is to pray for tml... it's extremely crucial! Yeah, i dun wanna think abt all these anymore... just slp! i'll feel better tml, it always works... it's the only thing tt'll work for me right now.... just a bad bad day...

I've nv met ppl this fake before.... to me, it's all abt acting... Now, i really cherish the galfriends in my class.... and all my IJ pals! LOVE U ALL LOADS!! *muack muack muack* All u ppl are so real and sincere, no scheming or ploting... just REAL friends that care~ Is the outside world really this disgusting? It really makes me sick thinking abt it.... All tt is keeping my tolerence level up is the fact that there're only 2 more matches to go... so all the way NY! We've already come so far... It's gonna be over all so soon...





ilearning is such a torture! a 2-days-break is great~ but having to log on and do online quiz is such a waste of time.... click "exit" and it sumbits my black quiz, now i can't get back into it... GgGrrRr... until now i haven't got anything done... gonna get a lot of scoldings tml~ And yeah! The weather is so damn hot! My goodness... it really feels like in baking in a preheated oven rite now~ Ok, enough of complaints for now... Time to update on vball results! Haha...

Yesterday's match vs HCJC was great! We won them 25-21 for both sets! And to think they were so confident of beating us... It really made me sick to know that they actually said such things. But afterall, i think it was either over-confidence or just anxiety getting the best of them... They din perform as well as i thot they could. Could tell somehow their moral wasn't high enuff.... Well, Im just happy we won our toughest opponent in the 2nd round. Our next opponent will be JJC, then TJC... These 2 teams played a match just before ours yesterday... and to our surprise, JJC beat TJC... Now we've gotta be careful of both, gotta keep out spirits high and not let our victory over HCJC get the better of us~ Jia you everyone!

Oh... One more thing... Is there anything i could possibly apply to stop itch and swellings once and for all?? I never knew mosquito bites could last so long... and swell so badly~ Think my feet have grown 1/2 a size bigger cos of the swellings! Haha... At least it has subsided quite a bit since Monday. But u know wat? I never regretted getting these bites, going to where i got it was an experience i would never forget =þ Haha... at least i feel tt it was part of a great experience~ Ok.... Back to ilearning.....





Looks like my life lately revolves ard vball... Or can i even say i have a life at all? Lol... Oh well, it's gonna be like that for the rest of this month... Let me update on team NY's performance so far... Haha... Thur's match with SRJC was quite good 25-9 25-11, but i guess SR under performed tt day. But nevertheless, i felt tt NY did pretty well~ GOtta keep up the spirit! Next match will be rather impt... NY vs HC on tues, which is coming so sooN! Last year's champs vs last year's runner up... Wat a match... Since now NY isn't as strong as last year, we've gotta work extra hard... Training later is gonna be very impt, hope everyone puts in their best later... and Sunday if there's another training tml... Well, Hope for the best and i'll update on the results again! Haha... Really no life... o.O"





It has been a week since i last updated. Been quite busy the past week with the start of vball A divisions... It's quite a good start for NY, managed to almost defeat MI and TPJC quite well, next Thurs will be SRJC... But this is just the first round, gotta work hard to the next round le. The whole week has been training, training and more trainings... Just gotta learn to manage time better and cope with sch work as well. At the rate im going, i dun think i can survive this month~ Lol... Just one of the ups and downs in life eh? And yeah... i must say i've been facing quite a few downs this week, but let's not talk abt the unhappy stuff... Anyways, i finally dropped econs! My econs tutor was more than happy to sign and complete the form for me to drop asap! Haha... can't blame him for being so enthusiastic in letting me drop... cos i hardly pay any attention in his lesson, which i think must've really turned him off. So now that everyone's happy~ i better start working hard on my other subs! Should be working harder for computing coursework, but i really dun have the energy to.... Have to take things one step at a time now, jia yoU! I can do it, i will do it, i must do it! =P